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`flying through foe to paradise ; 10:24 PM
Hahahaha. The feeling is really different when you holding on to the pink ic and known as nsmen.

Despite for the last few weeks of my nsf time, I had been enjoying life and free to go out anytime I like, even together with my batch boys that have already ord-ed in nov..things were just different. I can't really put it down in words, is just that the feeling is not completely full. Something seems to be lacking.

And yes. I have found it - the pink ic.

Perhaps even when I'm on off, there is still this fear that I might be recalled back. This uncertainty of suddenly become liable to the unit makes me feel restrained, which explains why I'm having such insecurities even though I'm not in camp. The freedom itself is not complete, thus even if I'm enjoying life, the satisfaction is not complete. The exact reason might be otherwise.

Pink ic, severs my ties with my unit, for at least till I'm recalled back as nsmen. It guarantees my freedom. Time to wake up, time to have meals, the choice to choose what to eat and going out on public holidays. Yes, I have regained the ability to control my own time which I had lost 2 years ago.

Very happy now. =)

All the best to those that are still serving NS and burning weekends and public holidays. It's just what all the boys in singapore have to go thru. I have gone thru mine. Just wait for your turn to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Last but not least, ORD LO!!

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